天真啊！我只能说我真的是天真到极点，还是说我是蠢到极点？
原来有些东西是不可让人知道的，无论你多么的需要一个人来了解与开解，尤其是如果你是一个男生。
身为一个男子汉大丈夫，你必须有能力去承担一切，不管情况有多糟。
曾经以为时代不同了，我未必须要如此地做，但事实证明了，这种想法是多么的愚蠢，多么的幼稚。身为男生，你还是最好别呈现出你脆弱的一面，否则你不会被同情，反而会被耻笑，被人当笑柄。
哈哈，或许是我太天真吧！
我只能说，如果一个人不是本身身在那个处境，他们是永远都不会了解，永远都不会。人，习惯性都是从自己的观点出发。
不了解，无所谓，可是别拿人来开玩笑，因为你不知道那人是否认真地。因为我们都很难了解那人的感受。因为这会使那人很受伤。
经过这次，我会好好收拾我的心情，从此再也不会让人看见我那一面，再也不会。也不需要人的同情，一切还是留在心中最好。
哇！！！感觉好多了！我将会是另一个人！
Monday, November 3, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
What's wrong?
wonder wat the heck is wrong wif me?
i am not like this, at least i am not lk this until now...
is it bcoz of the loneliness? guess being the only child make me scare of being alone.
when studying is diff... u hv ur classmates to accompany u. now when workin, especially outstation, u wil nd to do avthg on ur own. n i am the only outstation ppl workin at the hukm, which means tat i reli hv to do avthg on my own. only my shadow is accompanying me.
i wish i hv a companion which can do thgs together wif me. not tat i dun appreciate the fact tat i am here in kl, rather being sent to sum ulu places. but to think of it, i rather go to ulu places wif a bunch of frens, den stayin alone in a big city.
there r so many ppl in the city, but it make u feel even more lonely bcoz av1 has sumbody, but u r all alone.
no 1 for me to turn to...mayb i shud go see a psychologist to occupy my time.
reli dunno wat to do. hate this sucky feelings. is it i am too free? but i hv assignments i nd to do, exam i nd to study. so y am i lk this?
time filled wif works n time filled wif frens are diff i think.
guess i shud not complain too much. shud b grateful tat at least i am all alone at kl not at sum ulu places. guess i am jz lazy to make new frens all over agn. lazy to socialise...
how contradicting, feelin lonely but here i am bcuming more anti-social...
see, i reli nd a psychologist...
ok, enuf of the nonsense thg...
most of my frens got their posting, sum wil b at kl, sum wil b goin outstation. so which means fewer ppl wil b at kl liao...
to all the ppl who is goin to start work soon, all the best ya. and to my frens who is goin outstation, rmb to keep in touch.
i am not like this, at least i am not lk this until now...
is it bcoz of the loneliness? guess being the only child make me scare of being alone.
when studying is diff... u hv ur classmates to accompany u. now when workin, especially outstation, u wil nd to do avthg on ur own. n i am the only outstation ppl workin at the hukm, which means tat i reli hv to do avthg on my own. only my shadow is accompanying me.
i wish i hv a companion which can do thgs together wif me. not tat i dun appreciate the fact tat i am here in kl, rather being sent to sum ulu places. but to think of it, i rather go to ulu places wif a bunch of frens, den stayin alone in a big city.
there r so many ppl in the city, but it make u feel even more lonely bcoz av1 has sumbody, but u r all alone.
no 1 for me to turn to...mayb i shud go see a psychologist to occupy my time.
reli dunno wat to do. hate this sucky feelings. is it i am too free? but i hv assignments i nd to do, exam i nd to study. so y am i lk this?
time filled wif works n time filled wif frens are diff i think.
guess i shud not complain too much. shud b grateful tat at least i am all alone at kl not at sum ulu places. guess i am jz lazy to make new frens all over agn. lazy to socialise...
how contradicting, feelin lonely but here i am bcuming more anti-social...
see, i reli nd a psychologist...
ok, enuf of the nonsense thg...
most of my frens got their posting, sum wil b at kl, sum wil b goin outstation. so which means fewer ppl wil b at kl liao...
to all the ppl who is goin to start work soon, all the best ya. and to my frens who is goin outstation, rmb to keep in touch.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
After So Long
Been nagged by sum1 consistently bout updating my blog (u know who u r, XD). so, to fulfilled her requirements, so tat she wil stop saying i 'jiu yun song', i decided to update my blog, but this wil b a short one, since tmr i nd to work, n now is adi 1.13 am.
hmm...have been workin for almost a month, in fact, after this coming wed, i officially worked for a month liao. haha. how's workin life? dun feel lk a pharmacist yet, feel more lk a student still. a lot of thgs tat i dunno, n sumtimes feel lk i am so so so so DUMB!!! haha.
eh...nvr imagine tat i wil hv monday blues...now i certainly und wat is mon blue...haha. when sun come, reli wish the time wil stop den. i reli wish i hv hiro nakamura power (if u watch heroes, u know wat i mean).
and i nvr imagine i wil hv homesick. haha. for a person lk me, tat's lk asking the sun to rise fr the west. haih...for the 1st week n 2nd week, i reli dun feel so good. hving stayin alone in kl, far away fr my family. most of colleagues are local kl ppl, this means tat, i hv to eat dinner all by myself. i alwiz hate to eat alone. but wat can i do? sad...
but now i think i kind of getting use to it. i hope i hv...
workin ppl life is so consistent. avday wake up at 6.45, go work, eat lunch, cont. work, fin work, go eat dinner, on9 a while, den sleep agn. repeat this cycle agn tmr... n alwiz wish for weekend to come asap...haha.
ok, my wish for this month, is not to depend on frens so much. muz get use to living alone. all my frens hv their thgs to do also... muz keep remiding myself bout tat. haha.
tat's it for now, wil tel more details bout my work, next post i think. if oni i wil update lah. haha.
hmm...have been workin for almost a month, in fact, after this coming wed, i officially worked for a month liao. haha. how's workin life? dun feel lk a pharmacist yet, feel more lk a student still. a lot of thgs tat i dunno, n sumtimes feel lk i am so so so so DUMB!!! haha.
eh...nvr imagine tat i wil hv monday blues...now i certainly und wat is mon blue...haha. when sun come, reli wish the time wil stop den. i reli wish i hv hiro nakamura power (if u watch heroes, u know wat i mean).
and i nvr imagine i wil hv homesick. haha. for a person lk me, tat's lk asking the sun to rise fr the west. haih...for the 1st week n 2nd week, i reli dun feel so good. hving stayin alone in kl, far away fr my family. most of colleagues are local kl ppl, this means tat, i hv to eat dinner all by myself. i alwiz hate to eat alone. but wat can i do? sad...
but now i think i kind of getting use to it. i hope i hv...
workin ppl life is so consistent. avday wake up at 6.45, go work, eat lunch, cont. work, fin work, go eat dinner, on9 a while, den sleep agn. repeat this cycle agn tmr... n alwiz wish for weekend to come asap...haha.
ok, my wish for this month, is not to depend on frens so much. muz get use to living alone. all my frens hv their thgs to do also... muz keep remiding myself bout tat. haha.
tat's it for now, wil tel more details bout my work, next post i think. if oni i wil update lah. haha.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Spain-Portugal Preview
Temple de Sagrada Familia, Barcelona, Spain. Taken on 7th Jun. 2008
City Hall, Porto, Portugal. Taken on 10th Jun. 2008
my next trip is GREECE! haha. cant wait. it's one of the countries tat i wanted to visit the most. will be goin to on the 18th of June. den wil b visiting London agn until 26th.
my convo is on 30th. went to hire kilt yday. the tartans tat i chose is hunting stewart. hehe. cant show it yet. wait til i collect it on 27th, den i wil post it up. haha. 1st time wearing kilt, am veli excited.
got so many thg for to b excited about. one word to describe, hyperexcited! haha.
and i pass my Mpharm course liao! and my classification is Distinction. yeah! i am done wif studying.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Italy - Preview
muahaha...guess u guys know wat is this rite? hehe. Went to Italy from 21st til 29th. here's a pic of the most famous building in rome. will post more in a few days time. rmb to check back.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
For You Guys
"Good Luck in Studies" Charm from Onion Club
GAMBATEH!!!
u guys can do it. jz go into the exam room n do ya thg. rmb to stay calm n jz do ur best. i know u guys can do it, without a doubt.
hope this charm wil bring u guys lots of luck in the exam.
ALL THE BEST!
we shall graduate together!
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Spring is here, but so is Final Exam
Winter shot. Taken on 03 Mar. 2008 
Spring is here. Taken on 05 May 2008
Spring is here. Taken on 05 May 2008
without me realising, the tree outside my window start to grow leaves compare to their botak (bald) condition in winter. i think this signals tat spring is here. the weather of the past few days were jz great. veli bright n sunny. i think this muz b a veli big deal for all the angmohs, coz we constantly see them sitting outside the grass, doin different kind of stuffs. one day we even saw a gal wearing bikini man! jz lk in the beach. haha. if only they were in M'sia. hehe, get it? (aiya, they wil b wearing bikini all the time lah! XD)
2 of my final paper had passed. i think i did moderately ok. hope can pass. esp CPP (Clinical Pharmacology and Precribing), this shitty paper which u cant reli prepared much about it, and u nd to ans 10 qs in 3 hrs which the mark ranges fr 5 marks to 20 marks for each q. hell, it's lk writting an assignment in 3 hrs time ok. on top of tat, u nd to read thru a journal paper to ans the q. however, sum impt part of the paper, lk the abstract, conclusion and some part of discussion were removed, which make it harder to understand the paper, let alone answering the q. i reli dun understand the purpose of doing so. one of the objective of this subject is to improve and to help us in understanding study paper. but wil the studies papers tat we read in real life hv these few parts missing? obviously no rite? so why bother removing it? soli, i jz cant unnderstand the logic. jz hope tat i wont flunk this subject (finger crossed).
3 more papers to go. haih...reli lazy to study. my last final exam, guess i shud cherish the moment rite? coz after this, no more final exam adi. but dun think i wil miss it tho. lol. cant wait til 21st. tat's when the exam ends, when the holidays start, and when i wil b bz tripping wif frens. haha. yes yes, more tour, more tour!
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