What's wrong?

wonder wat the heck is wrong wif me?

i am not like this, at least i am not lk this until now...

is it bcoz of the loneliness? guess being the only child make me scare of being alone.

when studying is diff... u hv ur classmates to accompany u. now when workin, especially outstation, u wil nd to do avthg on ur own. n i am the only outstation ppl workin at the hukm, which means tat i reli hv to do avthg on my own. only my shadow is accompanying me.

i wish i hv a companion which can do thgs together wif me. not tat i dun appreciate the fact tat i am here in kl, rather being sent to sum ulu places. but to think of it, i rather go to ulu places wif a bunch of frens, den stayin alone in a big city.

there r so many ppl in the city, but it make u feel even more lonely bcoz av1 has sumbody, but u r all alone.

no 1 for me to turn to...mayb i shud go see a psychologist to occupy my time.

reli dunno wat to do. hate this sucky feelings. is it i am too free? but i hv assignments i nd to do, exam i nd to study. so y am i lk this?

time filled wif works n time filled wif frens are diff i think.

guess i shud not complain too much. shud b grateful tat at least i am all alone at kl not at sum ulu places. guess i am jz lazy to make new frens all over agn. lazy to socialise...

how contradicting, feelin lonely but here i am bcuming more anti-social...

see, i reli nd a psychologist...

ok, enuf of the nonsense thg...

most of my frens got their posting, sum wil b at kl, sum wil b goin outstation. so which means fewer ppl wil b at kl liao...

to all the ppl who is goin to start work soon, all the best ya. and to my frens who is goin outstation, rmb to keep in touch.